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Sunday, September 30, 2007



Yoho Yoho~ Officially an adult, the start of a 'new' beginning (not really new as I have already been here for 21 years =x) ~ Feelings? Eh.. Mixed? With age comes responsibility. Although it sounds cliche but it's reality. Can't really imagine what it'll really be like after the graduation next year. Until now I am still searching for a career that I am really interested in.

Watched Chuck & Larry and found this stuck in my head: "...No one should dictate how other people live their lives..." Totally agree. But then again, people around us or even people whom we do not even know can influence greatly the way we carry ourselves in life.



Anyway, I wanna make a BIG thank-you to those who took the time to attend the lunch 'party'. Thanks so much for all the hand-made cards. I absolutely love them to bits, they will be kept forever so when I grow old and reminisce about them, I can still feel the warmth and love that were given in the making of the cards. To those who were feeling unwell, I hope you have a speedy recovery and do drink more water and rest well.


I wish to see the world through eyes of Innocence...
12:41 am

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

First time playing boardgames in a Cafe with friends. Was suppose to go to Settler's Cafe for the games but the organiser forgot that it closes on Monday. So in the end, took a cab down to Prinsept street's Mind Cafe for the games.

So many students in uniform were there. The atmosphere? loud and louder. Burst of screams, laughter, clink-clang can be heard. But it was really enjoyable. Heard from my friends that Settler's Cafe is the much better place although it is more expensive than Mind Cafe cuz the service there is better. But at Settler's they do not have any discounts for NUS students, Mind has got 10% off the total bill for NUS students or some card holder. Will frequent these places more in the future as it's fun and affordable.




Had dinner at The Glass House Fish & Co..
This is what happens when you have 2 hungry girls who didn't take lunch and went to exert energy on games. Before these 2 platter arrive, there's 2 starters - calamari and mussels. Ok lah, it is also shared with by 1 guy and 2 more girls.






I wish to see the world through eyes of Innocence...
12:14 am

Thursday, September 20, 2007

I wish I could sink into oblivion during the mid-term 'break'.

But I know it is the impossible.

*Frantically return to my essay writing after this intermission of mine*

I wish to see the world through eyes of Innocence...
11:35 pm


YAY!!! Just finished comparing all the numbers for development report. I hope I won't be doing it any time soon...

By the end of this week, I would have turned into a panda...


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Came across this song from Fergie, didn't know she sang this type of song before

The lyrics and melody of this song is beautiful...

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Fergie - Finally

MMMMMMMMMM

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend as I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through unopen doors that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

[Chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

MMMMMMMM

I remember the beginning you already knew I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
Put on another face
Was lost in my own space

Found what its like to hurt selfishly
I was scared to give up me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

I finally got out of my own way
I finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

[Chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

MMMMMMMM

Finally, Finally yea...

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Ohhhhhhhh!!

Finally, Finally... Finally....

I wish to see the world through eyes of Innocence...
2:41 am

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Felt the tremors this morning at 8am. Was woken by the shaking of my bed. Thought my mom was doing the shaking to wake me up but realized that it was the aftershocks. My mom was sitting on the La•z•boy and initially thought it was some unclean entity shaking the chair... -_-''

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Mom gave me a surprise today by getting me my first 3 diamonds. The designs were careful chosen by them, though small but I am nonetheless touched. Didn't expect my parents to spend a bomb on such. First gift received that was so expensive. Kinda feel awkward about it because initially I just wanted a simple affair. I made my mind that my first whole official paycheck would go to them.

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Ever since school had started, everything things seems to move on 'fast forward' mode... 不知不觉, 5 weeks just whizzes past. I really wonder what I had learnt after attending all the lectures and the tutorials. Nothing seems to be staying in, suddenly it's like all interest is lost. Other than the lost of interest, it seems like it's draining my life away too... After each day at school I reach home dead tired even though when it's only a 2-hour lecture or tutorial. I wonder if this is what happens when you reach a certain stage where you just want to drop everything else and indulge in the things you like like nobody’s business.

This semester's workload unexpectedly turned out to be more than what I had expected.
1 debate – 45 minutes 4th October
2 essays – 21st September: haven't start writing / 2nd October: haven't go to the fieldtrip
2 project proposals – 20th September / 1st October
3 tests – mid-term: 18th September / CA1: 9th October / CA2: 9th November
4 group projects – GE2221 / GE2227 / GE3235 / GEK1507
5 IVLE postings – there's deadline as to the postings are to be made for different topics
Presentations – show and tell / unknown presentations during lecture
Tutorials - GE3235 tutorial / carto map work
Readings and MORE readings!!

ROAR~~~
I should use the time taken for ranting to do my work.

I wish to see the world through eyes of Innocence...
10:15 pm